the moon was missing lastnight.. but on the brightside, i really think music is my life. well, part of it.

I'm getting impatient with myself.
I'm trying to figure out who I am. But it's not really working.
I can't even figure out what I like doing. Or which lifestyle I perfer more.
Maybe neither of them is actually me... You know?
Or maybe its a little of both of them. I'm not quite sure. And that's the part thats bugging me. The fact that I have no idea of which person I am. Of who I am.
Maybe I don't want to know who I am. Maybe that's just the mystery of life. That you never truly findout who you are. I don't know. Maybe I'm just randomly thinking of all of this for no reason at all. Who knows.. Cause apparently I don't.

I kind of think I might be going back to where I used to be. And by that, I mean depressed. But I don't really know. Some days, I feel the same as I did then. Other days, I feel great. Maybe its just than random weather disorder. I hope I'm not going back into depression. That would suck.

I can't wait to see my sisters :)