hostage

It's been awhile. Things have been going pretty good.
I've been hanging out with some rad people. Making some good friends.

I know I said I should take things slower with boys.
But now I'm dating a fellow named Sean. I think things will work out with him.
I mean, I hope.

I miss my mom. It's lame.

I got a job! Haha, I'm not an employer at Wendys. YAY! Totally kidding. I don't want the job.
At all.

My cousin stole me from my boyfriend today.
I miss him.

don't want to go

I thought I was in love. I guess I thought wrong..
Maybe God had this happen so I take things with guys slower. Yeah, I think thats what it is. I have a habit with that, taking things too fast with guys. I guess that'll change now.

I leave Saturday. But I've come to the conclusion that I want to stay here. I want to stay here to make sure my mom is alright, everyday. But I can't... Obviously.
I hate this. I think I wanted to leave early so me and Mom didn't get along. And didn't have a good time. So we didn't get attached. But, that didn't happend either. Blah.

Hopefully everything works out.

full-blown happiness

Where is happiness in all of this?
I wouldn't be going through all of this if nothing good came from it. Right?


Apparently not.

show me my path.

I don't know what I'm doing with my life. Nor do I know where my life is headed.
I've come to that conclusion.

I hate it.

PR.

So, I'm here.
I'm in Powell River.

I got here lastnight. And so far, things have been pretty good. I get to see my best friend tonight! I'm pretty excited. I get to see my sister when I'm here too, thats going to be good. So yeah, this is the plan. Haha.

So, boys. There's currently one in my life. Not like it would really matter anyways. We can't date. But hey, on the bright side. We can still be friends, which makes me smile.

Anyways, I'm off.
I'll update you later.