So the other day, I was talking about depression. I don't think I'm depressed.
I'm pretty sure I was just pmsing. That's the only real explantion. Cause since that day, I've been pretty happy.
I mean, not over the top, jumping for joy type of happiness. But the type of happiness that just makes the world seem good, no matter what...
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Friday, October 9, 2009
the moon was missing lastnight.. but on the brightside, i really think music is my life. well, part of it.
I'm getting impatient with myself.
I'm trying to figure out who I am. But it's not really working.
I can't even figure out what I like doing. Or which lifestyle I perfer more.
Maybe neither of them is actually me... You know?
Or maybe its a little of both of them. I'm not quite sure. And that's the part thats bugging me. The fact that I have no idea of which person I am. Of who I am.
Maybe I don't want to know who I am. Maybe that's just the mystery of life. That you never truly findout who you are. I don't know. Maybe I'm just randomly thinking of all of this for no reason at all. Who knows.. Cause apparently I don't.
I kind of think I might be going back to where I used to be. And by that, I mean depressed. But I don't really know. Some days, I feel the same as I did then. Other days, I feel great. Maybe its just than random weather disorder. I hope I'm not going back into depression. That would suck.
I can't wait to see my sisters :)
I'm trying to figure out who I am. But it's not really working.
I can't even figure out what I like doing. Or which lifestyle I perfer more.
Maybe neither of them is actually me... You know?
Or maybe its a little of both of them. I'm not quite sure. And that's the part thats bugging me. The fact that I have no idea of which person I am. Of who I am.
Maybe I don't want to know who I am. Maybe that's just the mystery of life. That you never truly findout who you are. I don't know. Maybe I'm just randomly thinking of all of this for no reason at all. Who knows.. Cause apparently I don't.
I kind of think I might be going back to where I used to be. And by that, I mean depressed. But I don't really know. Some days, I feel the same as I did then. Other days, I feel great. Maybe its just than random weather disorder. I hope I'm not going back into depression. That would suck.
I can't wait to see my sisters :)
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
blue flamingo
I think it's funny, how this is my blog. And then my "dad" writes me telling me I can't slam his girlfriend.. I can do whatever I want.
Jeez.
I miss leprechaun.. Alot.
Jeez.
I miss leprechaun.. Alot.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
the moon lights my path at night
So it's been awhile, again.
I'm single now. Have been for a few weeks. But guys are still very attractive to me. Although it seems that I'm unattractive to them. Oh well, they don't know what they're missing out on.
School is going alright. Borning, uneventful, the usual.
My family is dumb still. I get to see my sisters in about two weeks. I'm pretty stoked on that. I havent seen them for about four months now. My father and his girlfriend are quiet annoying though. Well, mainly her. I think I called her Godzilla On Crack. The name still suits her.
I've come to the conclusion that I think I miss being with God. I mean, I don't know forsure. But the other day, I missed it alot.
Maybe it's a sign.
I'm single now. Have been for a few weeks. But guys are still very attractive to me. Although it seems that I'm unattractive to them. Oh well, they don't know what they're missing out on.
School is going alright. Borning, uneventful, the usual.
My family is dumb still. I get to see my sisters in about two weeks. I'm pretty stoked on that. I havent seen them for about four months now. My father and his girlfriend are quiet annoying though. Well, mainly her. I think I called her Godzilla On Crack. The name still suits her.
I've come to the conclusion that I think I miss being with God. I mean, I don't know forsure. But the other day, I missed it alot.
Maybe it's a sign.
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