don't want to go

I thought I was in love. I guess I thought wrong..
Maybe God had this happen so I take things with guys slower. Yeah, I think thats what it is. I have a habit with that, taking things too fast with guys. I guess that'll change now.

I leave Saturday. But I've come to the conclusion that I want to stay here. I want to stay here to make sure my mom is alright, everyday. But I can't... Obviously.
I hate this. I think I wanted to leave early so me and Mom didn't get along. And didn't have a good time. So we didn't get attached. But, that didn't happend either. Blah.

Hopefully everything works out.